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I Find It Kind Of Funny, I Find It Kind Of Sad...

The Dreams In Which I'm Dying, Are The Best I've Ever Had...

Name:
Zachy
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I know that we're only friends
I hope this feeling never ends
If I could only hold you
It's the only thing I want to do.


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Gone...
We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing.
We all know what to do but no one does it.
Now this time has passed and full of regret.
Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone.
When they get back, it won't be the same.
My life, you've always been there.
Now you're gone and my head's spinning.
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past.
Moving on your time has run out.
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait.
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends.

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life.
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past.
So rarely I get to see your face.
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me.

To me you were my life.
To me you were my soul companion.
Now you are so far away.
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had.
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered.


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I’m sitting here, all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it’s not working out
‘Cause you’re all that’s on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Well, I didn’t mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn’t mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn’t mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn’t mean to love me back / but I know you did

I’m sitting here, trying to convince myself
That you’re not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don’t want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I’m on my own
I know it’s not the smartest thing to do
We just can’t seem to get it right
But what I wouldn’t give to have one more chance tonight

I’m sitting here, trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone, it’s not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby, won’t you take my hand
We’ve got nothing left to prove

And I didn’t mean to meet you then
We were just kids
And I didn’t mean to give you the chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn’t mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn’t mean to love me back, but I know you did
Don’t say you didn’t love me back, because you know that you did
No, you didn’t mean to love me back
But you did

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